okay trace --

i think i've heard you singing this song before, so i thought you'd like this layout. if not, tell me and i'll change it. i'm procrastinating my homework right now. okay, i'ma go change your sister's, it's been bugging her lately i think. mkay, i love you bye!

--lauren

(i made the post private, so no one else can see it - nighty night)

Currently Listening Nothing Is Sound [SONY XCP CONTENT/COPY-PROTECTED CD] By Switchfoot see related

HEY YA'LL

I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED ALL THOSE BIOLOGY AP QUIZS AND SENT THEM ALL TO MRS. RAZ.  I STILL HAVE 216 PAGES OF COLD MOUNTAIN TO FINISH BEFORE 7TH HOUR TOMORROW BUT DON'T PITY ME BECAUSE IT'S MY OWN FAULT THAT I WAITED UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE.

lATELY I'VE BEEN SO FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF. iT'S LIKE OVER THE HOLIDAY'S I DIDN'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING OTHER THAN LAY AROUND AND WATCH TV, NOT LIKE I COULDN'T HAVE USED THE TIME TO DO HOMEWORK OR READ THE BOOKS FOR ENGLISH AND AMERICAN HISTORY, READ ROMANS FOR CHURCH, OR DO SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE! NO I JUST WANTED TO SLEEP 11 HOURS A DAY AND THEN NOT MOVE FOR THE OTHER 13.

I JUST REALLY HATE IT WHEN I'M LAZY AND UNMOTIVATED.  IT SOMEWHAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A FAILURE. I'M ACTUALLY KINDA GLAD SCHOOL IS BACK BECAUSE IT MAKES ME BUSY AND MAKES ME STICK TO A SCHELDULE. WELL THANKS FOR TAKING A LOOK INTO MY OH SO WEIRD MIND!

ANYWAY I'M EXCITED BECAUSE TODAY I STARTED PLAYING IN THE ORCHESTRA FOR THE FIRST BAPTIST CHRISTMAS PAGEANT. (THE USUAL PERSON WHO PLAYS CLARINET WITH DANIEL CAN'T MAKE IT SO HE CALLED ME ) I THINK EVERYONE SHOULD GO SEE IT.  THE MUSIC IS REALLY GREAT, I JUST HOPE I CAN GET IT BY THIS WEEKEND!  THE PERFORMANCES ARE SATURDAY @ 7 PM, SUNDAY @ 3, 7 PM.

HMMMM I DON'T THINK ANYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE IS WORTH MENTIONING TONIGHT.

I LOVE ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND I'LL TRY AND VISIT YA'LLS SITES AND LEAVE WONDERFUL COMMENTS SOMETIME SOON! BYE!

I could quit it all

Save the stress and the time

Free to do what i want

But i couldn’t do that

Never give up

i would be a bigger disappointment than i am now

oh to only have time to think?

if only be able to think for myself

I feel so influenced

I feel so brainwashed

I feel stiff and trapped

Break free of the restraints

And push through

But i can’t do that

Follow the directions and hold my tongue

Dying inside to make others happy and proud

I wrote that 10/23/05 and wanted to share it.

Leave comments on what you think.

Have a nice day!

Hey Ya'll

i must go now i meant to post- but i ran out of time i will tomorrow though.